10.17.18

2:12 pm

It’s a shame you chose him over me

I know I could make you happy

It’s a shame you had to lie

Was I not worth the truth?

It’s a shame you couldn’t be honest

Couldn’t look me in my eyes

I often think about what could’ve been

What I could change?

What do I have to do to make you love me?

I thought you were looking at me

I now see you looked passed me

Has he been there all along?

Strip myself with the thought of you

Is he truly the one for you?

I know I would be the better choice

Yet you only played with my heart like a box of toys

I’m not speaking of the ones I wanted to use with you

The hand you dealt

You now must use

Goodbye for now

It’s not me, who you choose

[from my notes]